the evil sun
I feel you all around me
Though you're no more in this space
You're nowhere to be found
There's not a breath of you in here
Leaving us behind
I just can't do it all the way
And nothing can describe
The feeling of dancing with this pain

I toss and turn and then
I roll on your side of the bed
I touch your absent face
No tear will ever bring you back
I'm broken inside
And I wish I could go where you went
I'll fall asleep until
I see you, at the other end

How can I stand alive,
With only half a life
How can I love so hard,
With only half a heart
Where do I go from here
How do I breathe in here,
I guess it must be true,
I'm intoxicated by you.

I try to store away
Pictures and little souvenirs
I found a tone to say
I'll be ok - look, I'm still here
Lying is my way
To keep these feet walking around,
While my soul instead
Has found a way to reach your ground

How can I stand alive,
With only half a life
How can I love so hard,
With only half a heart
Where do I go from here
How do I breathe in here,
I guess it must be true,
I'm intoxicated by you