lying on my back on a railway
looking at the sky and its full moon
in the back of my head I feel the rumbling wheels
shaking my memories
it’s getting darker and darker and darker
my hands are frozen and steam comes out of my mouth
as I whisper my last words
seem to fade away
the train is moving forward and closer
can’t stand up and walk away
once I made my mind up so long ago
now I can’t change
it is just too bad
I feel so left alone, so forgotten
nobody knows where I am, no one misses me
cold water runs from my eyes
and the cold is freezing my last tears
like I‘m only half in my body, I can’t feel
I think I’m already half gone, I can’t think
It’s getting colder and colder and colder
I can’t breathe
cold metal - burning in my back
cold cold metal - freezing
cold cold metal - my head will burst open
cold cold metal - it’s been too much